What would make your healing process easier? I notice we all have an excuse, or we find a way to blame others for our internal conflicts. Finding someone to blame is just a distraction so we can avoid accountability. I’ve learned the way to make your healing process easier is to completely commit to the internal work that needs to be done. People choose to suffer because they know they can survive in that space. The more I learn from others, the more I realize that it’s not that they do not want to grow, it’s that they are afraid of what will be revealed to them.
To really know yourself, you have to get comfortable with being alone. You have to sit in a room with your demons and confront them. You cannot be dependent on someone else to carry your pain or live the rest of your life playing the role of the victim. This does not mean your feelings are invalid, it just means you have to shift your perspective. Do you want your pain to have power over your life or do you want to figure out the lessons in painful experiences?
Here are four things that helped me throughout my journey:
Vulnerability
Allowing yourself to be completely vulnerable is an important part of your process. Once you find yourself accepting and embracing your emotions for what they are, you will find comfort in allowing them to be seen by others. When we do not allow ourselves to be vulnerable, we hinder ourselves from experiencing love, intimacy, and connection. It is not that someone else made you “cold-hearted”, it was your decision to allow one person to determine the amount of life to flow through you. We are here to teach and learn, we can only do that by allowing our truth to show. When you allow yourself to be vulnerable, you give yourself room to step into your power.
Forgiveness
The only way to take your power back is to forgive. This is something I struggled with for a long time. I thought if I forgave someone, it would create peace in their life and I did not want to give someone that satisfaction. I’ve learned that I cannot control the emotions others have to live with. Forgiveness is for self. I’ve learned that even if I forgive someone, they will not be released from that emotion until they forgive themselves. When we forgive others and ourselves, we release the attachment to the negative emotions formed against a person and a situation. This will create a clear mind for you to identify what’s happening when you’re revisited by a similar experience or emotion. We cannot understand the lessons we are meant to learn with built up anger and resentment because that’s all we see at the moment. Forgiveness is a gradual process and cannot be forced, you must identify, embrace, and accept the reality of what occurred. One way that truly helped me forgive is when I shifted my perspective.
Perspective
You have the power to change how you feel by changing your perspective. One of my greatest lessons was learning how to stop taking things personally. You have to remember to tell yourself that maybe this does not have anything to do with you. People who cause you pain are in the midst of fighting their own demons. When you do not get accepted, approved, hired, or even welcomed into someone’s life, maybe it’s not that there’s something wrong with you, it could simply mean that these things may not be a part of your journey. I believe we get so caught up in our own desires and need for control that we do not realize we are trying to work against divine timing. Life is constantly transforming, and we are meant to do the same so when we attach ourselves to situations as they were presented to us or how we think they should be, that is choosing to suffer. Be present where you are and find the lessons in that environment. Everything is meant to prepare you for your next season and if you spend your life looking at everything from one angle, you will never see the good in anything.
Love
Learning to do things out of love should be the ultimate goal. When we do things out of love, we do not have room to complain, to feel unappreciated, or to be disappointed. This does not mean that loving others unconditionally will shield you from those who will treat you poorly, it just means that you will not be met with disappointment when your love is not reciprocated. Unconditional love means not expecting anything in return. The love you send off will attract those who you are meant to help and those who love as freely as you do.
Practicing self-love will help you to see that carrying the pain of the past is only hindering you from receiving all you need to be your best self on this earth. Self-love is an eye-opener and once you get an ounce of the benefits, you will want to commit to evolving in your journey.
Please keep in mind when loving unconditionally to practice discernment and to create boundaries for yourself.
You are the only person who can stop you. There is no one in this world who can take away your love, your gift, and the ability to grow. Take your power back, spread your gifts, and plant seeds into the universe to help someone else.
I hope you receive this with love.